Thursday, September 30th, 2004
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7:34 pm - wonderwall
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hey i haven't written in awhile. took a break to grow up i suppose.
maybe i haven't grown up at all, maybe my heart was just ripped to shreads for the hell of it. i suppose though that all first serious relationships are like this. i have asked around and for the most part they are all the same. girls and guys are completely different at this age when your hormones are going crazy. well fuck hormones i thought this one was different, and he was. he lead me to believe exactly what i needed to believe at that moment in time, its what i needed. he gave it to me. what a bastard.
how could i have been so blind to this loving mien of his? fucker. it was all an act, now i realize. asshole. i hope hes fucking lovly while he sleeps.
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Monday, April 12th, 2004
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10:19 pm
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Sunday, March 28th, 2004
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5:49 pm
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holy crap danny you're moving out!? when the hell did this come about? weird.. haven't talked to you in so long. wow. we all have to hang out again. i will so come over and we can play fun games! ha, anyways. i've been well. these days have seemed so long or extremly short, it varies. i don't know how i feel about that.
lately i feel haven't talked to anyone in years. i don't get out of the house much anymore thanks to grayson.ha,that sounds awful but not meant to. hey i'm not complaining but i miss hanging out with everyone downtown. well another contibuting factor is that it seems that not many good bands have been playing lately either. sad.
grayson is leaving wed. to go to panama for 2 whole weeks! thats a really far away place for a long time. i want to go somewhere. so i've been thinking of all the possible places that i could maybe someday visit. a beautiful place where the people are eccentric and the history is rich. a place that not many people know about or would think to go. let me know of any awesome places that you may know of. i've got to do some research...
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Tuesday, March 16th, 2004
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12:47 pm
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hey i'm in the school library, how much fun could this possibly be. well well. update eh? umm life has been going awfully well for me :) how is everyone else? john you haven't updated in awhile. danny haven't really heard to much from except about erica. what else have you been doing? Anne we still need to get together for our knitting circle and Hue can come to. :) i feel like i haven't talked to everyone in years, weird!so talk to me i want to know how you all are. xoxo
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Thursday, March 11th, 2004
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10:23 am
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hey well i haven't been home in about a week. things seem to be going to fast. i gues i will be home sometime...breezy mayo you seem a bit upset. everyone is lying to you eh?
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Sunday, February 29th, 2004
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3:57 pm
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this weekend has been extremly slow and long. went to charleston with breeze for math team. we had fun eh? that is a great city i wouldn't mind to live there.
Grandma is in town, she'll be in town for 2 weeks! holy crap you know what that means, going out to eat to all those fancy places we couldn't afford if they didn't pay- every night. so yea can't wait to gain those extra pounds and feel like a grizzly bear. ha. you know its an occasion.
birthday and license is on wendsday. breezy's birthday and license is on saturday well not license because she has to wait until a weekday when they are open but she should get her license on saturday, screw the working class. way excited. not so much for my birthday but all the other events. birthday's for me are just like any other day but this birthday is an exception i get to go to the magical place called the DMV.worried about failing but hey i figure if ashley benners can pass the test then i can too. :)
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Thursday, February 26th, 2004
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7:42 pm
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farewell i probably won't see any of you this weekend. i honestly will miss it. sad.
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Monday, February 23rd, 2004
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9:08 pm
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hey hey hey guess who is in the best mood ever? umm yea its me. i'm listening to my new mp3 player i got early for my b-day. umm yeah guess who has been running around the house for the past 5 hours singing and dancing and having fun with my mom? uh yeah thats me too.. :)
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Tuesday, February 17th, 2004
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7:27 pm
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i think that its funny how its mostly the beautiful people that are successful. i was watching seinfeld and they went to that coffee shop that they always go to and in the episode it was under new managment and the newly hired waitresses were all petite and had perfect sized boobs and attractive looking. Elaine says that that thats discrimination aand they get all the men why should they get all the waitressing jobs too. and something else is said and jerry says after all you never see a good looking homeless guy.
i thought it was interesting.
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Sunday, February 15th, 2004
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1:32 am
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i don't know how to act or speak. i hate when i feel stupid.
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Saturday, February 14th, 2004
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12:23 am
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i don't want to fall asleep if there is a chance that you might call.
watch the weather change.
i had a night. just a night. nothing really. seems a waste, having this curfew of 12. i only get a taste of the night with no conclusion. its like having only one beer trying to get drunk. very unsatisfying. i suppose i'll live. to tell you the truth it makes me feel even more void of myself than before. o dear what to do, what to do.
my ears are ringing. i think i stayed to close to the speakers to long.
hey danny and justin: i liked the creeps. they were good.
so here is the rest of my night. wasted. boring. this is worse than being grounded. my mother sure does know how to punish me i will tell you that much. it sure isn't the routine punishment of being grounded but it sucks. its taunting really.
i need a change.
oh and p.s. i can't wait to sleep in tomarrow. i'm actually looking forward to it. i hope i never wake up.
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Wednesday, February 11th, 2004
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9:46 pm
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due credit is given to brooke for this awesome picture
happy valenties day (or week) once again. :)
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8:17 pm
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i'm feeling quite the same way you did last night danny, i don't know if you still do. i didn't relize it until today. it snuck up on me....
"i was running bath water. it feels good to be liquid, to burrow in its blue weight."
-lithium for medea
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7:51 pm
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hey here comes good ol' valentine's day and you know this year for some odd reason i like valentines day. honestly i can't wait, even though my only valentine for the past 3 years deceided she was to cool for me psh!. i love breezy mayo :). i'm cool though.. should be fun eh? all those pretty colors and hearts (i guess hearts are cool) well i don't know about you but i'm excited..
oh and breezy i hope you have the best valentines day ever.
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Monday, February 9th, 2004
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2:15 am
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i'm home.. and now i want to leave.. she knows and now i have no trust..wow....horrible.
i like you danny you are fun.
i now just feel like shit...
someone please call me.
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Saturday, February 7th, 2004
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7:57 pm
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i just came back from the Cameran art show and now i am sad that i didn't get excepted. there was a canvas painted gold with glued ketchup packets that was exibited..fuck.
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Thursday, February 5th, 2004
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6:49 pm
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hey is it possible that i might just have a "smidge" of good luck in for me?
damn right it is.
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Monday, February 2nd, 2004
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4:08 pm
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Friday, January 30th, 2004
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9:53 pm - hey we all went home alone
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i like to watch the shadows run across the car as you pass under the lights.
don't ever have sexual relations with anyone who you think is smelly. i don't care how biologically successful you want to be, it ruins the population with missing immunities.
i like talking to danny and justin. it made my night.
breezy and tami i must say we had impressive fun. it makes sense i swear.
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Thursday, January 29th, 2004
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11:04 pm
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Thingsthatdriveu (11:02:06 PM): i mean it is just one part of you life it might suck now but hey i got alot of time left to feel better and do other things
i don't know how you do it my dear boy.
happy birthday.
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